Happiness is Overrated: June 2011

Thursday, 30 June 2011

Dreary, Melancholic, Bottomless, Infinite

Its raining.
Of course its raining.
It rained yesterday.
And the day before that.
And itll rain tomorrow.
And the day after that.
and so on and so forth.

I think I'll post some songs I like.
These are more slow and depressing songs.
Since I am in no mood to listen to upbeat songs.

The Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

Jimmy Eat World - Invented

Joan Jett - Crimson and Clover

Mgmt - Congratulations

Nine Black Alps - Pocket Full of Stars

Nirvana - Polly

The Pixies - Where is my Mind

Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees

The Smashing Pumpkins - Drown

The Smashing Pumpkins - Rhinoceros

Jimmy Eat World - Hear You Me

Nirvana - Lithium

The Strokes - I'll Try Anything Once

Pearl Jam - Better Man

Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Maps

The Xx - Islands

The Xx - VCR

Weezer - Island in the Sun

Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb

Green Day - Brain Stew

The Kills - Black Balloon

The Kills - Baby Says

Metric - Empty

Phoenix - Love Like a Sunset Pt. 2

Blink 182 - I Miss You

Green Day - Whatsername

The Smashing Pumpkins - Daydream

The Smashing Pumpkins - Landslide ( I know this is a cover but I like their version better.)

Mutemath - Control

Flunk - Blue Monday

Metric - Grow Up and Blow Away

Coldplay - Death and All His Friends

Angus & Julia Stone - The Devil's Tears

Green Day - Good Riddance

Cary Brothers - If You Were Here

The Smashing Pumpkins - Tonight, Tonight

- Lex

Show Me To The World

ah...I love photograghy.
Here are some fascinating photos:

That's cool

Hahaha. This is so strange it's funny.

Hide

That's the longest dress i've ever seen.

I wanna come home one day wearing that just to see what my mom would say.

The 1950's, when having short hair was considered slutty and being flat chested was attractive to men.

Gouvernment Hooker

-Bianca

Nothing's Forever

This is a poem from one of my favorite books (The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky):

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
 he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
 because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
 and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
 and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
 took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
 with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
 and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
 he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
 because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
 and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
 because of its new paint
And the kids told him
 that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
 with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
 when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
 his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
 when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
 he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
 because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
 and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
 because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
 of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
 making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
 or even talked
And the girl around the corner
 wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
 but he kissed her anyway
 because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
 his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
 he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
 and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
 because this time he didn't think
 he could reach the kitchen.

The first time I read that poem I felt sad. And it's funny because it's probably fiction. But I guess I felt sad because it's sad how people can be born in a happy family and suddenly one day that happy family becomes a broken family. It's sad how a broken family can make a person feel terrible enough to kill themselves. I guess it is reality though, people change, things change.

In reality, no one will ever be happy forever.

-Bianca

Wednesday, 29 June 2011

Inner Child

Ill do this post pretty fast just beacause im going to lex's house soon. Did I ever tell you we live on the same street and it takes me 5 minutes to walk to her house. Yup, cool eh? Anyways I was looking through my nikon camera when I remembered I didnt upload them yet..they were taken before spring, there kinda old but what the heck its me and my cousin were playing with chalk outside on the steps, yeah yeah im a little kid that loves chalk.

Hi there :D

hehe i did the middle one..i love rainbows

                                                           soo pwettyyy


Yeaa theres more but they just wont upload..soo with that said ill try to post up some more, but until then byeee:)

                                                                     -Kajol

In bloom.

1.What day would you love to live again?

   November 13th, 1996

2.If you could have one superpower, what would it be?

   Invisibility

3.Who's been the most influential person to you?

    People I come across.

4.What movie do you watch again and again?

    10 Things I Hate about You

5.What's your most valuable possession?

   My ipod

6.What's the best advice you've ever received?

    uhh.....

7.What's your happiest childhood memory?

   Autumn. We would walk in the park with all the Autumn leaves.
   Then we would go home and stamp all my moms stamps, then
   go out too eat at Mammas. I would always eat the chickpea soup.
   I cant believe I remember that.

8.What's the worst lie you ever told?

    I don't lie very much. I can't think of one.

9.What's the hardest life lesson you've had to learn?

    People are only out for themselves.

10.What friend do you want to get back in touch with?

      None. I have the best friends I could ever ask or.
      Sorry not tryin to be cheesy.

11.If you could meet one living celeb, who would it be?

     None.

12.Who do you envy most?

      Random people.

13.What's something you couldn't live without and why?

      My ipod. Music saves my soul. Duh

14.What family member do you wish you knew better?

      I only get to know the people I want to.

15.If you could meet someone famous, who would it be?

     Didn't I already answer this?

16.What did you want to be when you grew up?

      Well first a veterinarian, then an artist.

17.What experience has changed your outlook on life?

     I could name a few.

18.What's your biggest regret?

     That I regret too many things.

19.What do you love most about your family? Why?

     That fact that they dont care what I do or say around them.
      Their definitely not strict.

20.Where's your ultimate vacation destination?

      Australia.

21.What in life are you most proud of?

      I have no idea.

22.Who's your most loyal friend?

     I have 4.

23.Would you want to be famous? For what?

     I don't see what I could be famous for.

24.What's your biggest accomplishment?

      Getting up in the morning.
      loll i kidd.

25.What's your earliest childhood memory?

     Life is simple when your young.

26.What's a life lesson you learned the hard way?

      Don't ever give third chances.

27.What's one thing in past you'd like to change?

      Why dwell on the past?

28.What's your favorite thing about yourself?

      wow. I actually have no idea. ahaha

29.Do you think you're a good judge of character?

     Sure....

30.What's the best compliment you've ever received?

      How should I know?

31.What's the worst advice you've ever taken?

      My own advice.

32.What talent do you wish you'd been born with?

      Nothing I don't already have.

33.What's the most spontaneous thing you've ever done?

      Define spontaneous.

34.What's a subject you wish you knew more about?

     Buddhism. Why not?

35.What did people tease you about growing up?

      I looked like a dude.

36.Who in your family are you most like?

      My mom.

37.What's the most fun you've had in the last year?

      The most fun is yet to come.

38.Do you have a recurring dream? What happens in it?

     Its a loong story.

39.What's the bravest thing you've ever done?

      Cant think of one now

40.What's the biggest personal change you've ever made?

      Depends. I change everyday.

     - Lex

Tuesday, 28 June 2011

Defying Gravity

These photos might be a bit old

But what the hell

I'll post them anyways

Azalea happends to have a trampoline in her backyard

so we had fun with that

nothing too special

I still cant do that

There are soo many things going on here

First thats an epic fall

Second Bianca looks like she broke something

Third Azaleas laughing her ass off

like really hard

Its like ring around the rosy

Azalea and Jessss

The skys the limit

Wild child

And there it is

See I have much more interesting and halarious photos

but I might get killed if I post them

So i wont

But thats all for now

- Lex

RandommmmXD

Heyy its Kajol, I was looking through photos when I found these and I thought I could share them with you funny people......well..go on..scrooooll downnnn

HAHA, me and lex didnt even see the graffiti on the window till we uplaoded it, if u look real close it says SUCKA SUCKA.

HEY LOOK......its heaven, but seriously, isnt this the cutest thing ever!?

I love this picture! The mood and the big tree in the backround really makes this photo cool. Thanks lex for the editing on this pic!

Ma' Mom knows how to rock her pyjamas in the mornin

I like this picture..why?...I dunno.. :)

Hmmm..love the lighting in the last two pictures

ALIENNNN!!!!!!!!

Nope..its just my cousin..hehe

AWW COME HERE!

HI..wait..were ya goin?!

Alrighty then..byeee : /

P.S: Nice asss(heheheheh..jks)